Ugh! Bad night last night. Had a bit of a meltdown. My ex came over about 4am and took my stash of blades. Probably for the best for now. Tho I’m going crazy without the security of having them here. But I know she means well and actually cares. She is the only person in my life that knows.

So today I scrubbed my house clean from top to bottom. Now gonna go get some Cush from my friend and get blitz! “))

At least I’m fat and have a shit ton of skin to cut!

The only good thing about being a fucking fat ass is having more skin to cut!

Feeling my cuts against my jeans while I work makes me feel alive…

So I’ve been subscribing and following on Tumblr for a while and have now decided to start posting and hopefully making a great blog that people will like. Im drawn to Tumblr because I don’t personally know anyone on here and that is very comforting to me.

So..a few short things, I don’t want this to be too long of a post. I live in Tulsa Oklahoma, I’m a bartender, I’m a lesbian, I’m a cutter, and I’m an artist. Just to sum me up.

There will be a lot more to come. I’m excited to get this blog started “)

At home alone is actually making for a good night. Frozen limeade and Its Always Sunny in Philadelphia=perfect night!

It’s me!